Thursday, October 22, 2009

New book

So, I have been reading this amazing book called the organic God. I am in a group of women, yes, I said women, that are reading the book, applying it to our live's and looking at God from a whole new perspective. The honest in your face kind of God that isnt always what you want Him to be but always what you need Him to be, whether you agree or not. So, anyway I wanted to share this with you and thought you might enjoy it.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Body Island or Bodie Island Lighthouse

Body Island Light House was built in 1872. It was the second attempt. The first was not sturdy enough to last through the hurricanes. It is called Body Island Light House, however it is not on an island. There is no Body Island in North Carolina. The first light house workers last name was Body. Thus the name of the light house. At some point someone began spelling it with an IE and it stuck. Hence taking Body to Bodie. No official change, no official reasoning just changed and stuck.
This is the staircase in the light house. It is not possible to climb it anymore because the rigging to the wall are not safe. It will be going under construction later this year, the end of Spetember I believe, and it will be finished sometime next year. The lady ranger that was inside the light house said that it will cost approximately 3.2 million to redo the staircase.
When they originally made the lighthouse there was a huge machine in this hole that actually turned the light around and helped to lift the huge cannisters of karosene up to the top.


The beautiful staircase again.


Just playing but the copper effect on the picture is aweomse! It makes it all creepy haunted like. This place wasnt haunted but it looks cool.

This is the room where the watchers would stay in at night or during their shift to make sure the light was full at all times and running.

This is the house that the lighthouse keeper and their assistants would stay in. The keeper had their family stay with them as much as possible. The only thing being is that if they had children there is no school near the island so they would have to go to Ocracoke or another near by Island to get their schooling.

Just playing, sorry they are sideways


This is the copper coloring with me :D and the lighthouse


Black and white with the beautiful North Carolina sky in the background.

This is a ranger. They switch between the lighthouse and the house to talk with visitors and to tell their story.
These are pictures of the lighthouse from the early 1900's. The kid in the bottom left hand corner is the lighthouse keepers son. He was wearing his dad's uniform and would later become a navy man himself. As you can see in the picture on the far right of the board.

This is him some 80 years later. He is in his nineties now and works every tuesday and thursday telling his story and educating people on the ways of life then. He told us a lot of stories. There was one that was really funny. His dad had some guys come out and build a shed. The guys that were building the shed didnt brace the shed or build it up the way they should have. His dad kept telling them it would blow away with the first big wind. When they had their first good blowing (his words) the shed flew away. Never to be seen again. A more solemn story would be when the hurricane threatened to take the lighthouse. The water from the ocean came all the way up to the stairs of the lighthouse. Luckily it didnt get any closer but the evacuation left many animals and people fending for themselves.

Well that is all from Body, but I will be bringing more to you from the other light houses and beaches in NC. Stay tuned.

Trip to the Outer Banks

We flew from KC to Norfolk. The flight was pretty uneventful despite the turbulence. Then we got to Norfolk. Our flight was late getting in so we missed our reservation for our rental car. Not happy, then we went out to go to the hotel and the shuttle's had stopped for the night. Ha, yeah. So we just went to the hotel and decided to start fresh the next morning.
Our first stop we made was to the Wright Brother's Field Museum. We lucked out because we also were there on the day that the kite festival was happening. It was really cool to be there where history took place. We walked the flight path and even saw the places where the first and other flights ended. To even have the idea of putting paper and wood together just makes you really wonder what was in their heads that made it possible. It was amazing.
We were there early but this is the beginning of the flight festival.
YAY ZOOM! This is looking up the hill.
This is my friend Anne, she went with me. She really made the trip happen.
Above all else from this trip I learned that faith no matter how small is enough. The greater your faith the greater the surprises and blessing God puts in your life.
This was my side of the monument. My faith although dashed at times has been an everlasting part of my life. Thank you God for making at least that one thing in my life so unfailing.
How beautiful is this. The Congress made this monument and carved wings into each side. The other side is hit hard by the sand and wind off the ocean so it harder to see.
Our next stop is Jockey Ridge, it is beautiful. It is the tallest sand dune on the east coast. This picture is from the top looking out over Nags Head to see the ocean.
This is us starting to climb back down. That family you see is about half way up the first hump of the dune. There were four on the way up.

Me and Anne


The beautiful grass that grows out of sand.


Me being extremely happy I am still alive. It is a lot harder than you would think to climb up sand.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

30 years

So tomorrow is the day. It seems like 30 years has come and gone in the blink of an eye. I question what I have to show for it everyday but am thankful for so many things. Still there is a longing in my heart for something more.


I am thankful for getting to know my family better, I am thankful for the love of my life, "Baby E", I am thankful for the opportunities the Lord has blessed me with as well as the struggles. I am thankful for the handful of friends I know will always be there and love me no matter what. I am thankful for those that are true to the end. Forget the kiss kiss nice answer, tell me the truth, I will love you that much more for just being honest with me. I pray that you forgive me when I am bluntly honest with you. I just want to make sure you get exactly what I mean, not the niced down version of a little white lie. I know at times I am too much and at times I cant handle you either. I know at times I need to be alone and sometimes you dont understand that, its just the way I am. I am scared of what you have to offer and am scared of what I have to lose. But more than anything I am thankful for the chance. I pray for someone that I can share my everything with, my hopes, my dreams, my secrets, my past, and my future and everything in between. I pray for a great many things but most of all I pray that God, my Lord and savior, will just shove me with all his might into the life He has planned for me. As we all know I am hard headed and I am guessing I just dont get the subtle hints you throw my way. If I do, I am obviously a little confused and not really sure where to go from here. I dont know what I am supposed to do and feel lost. This milestone is just one day of the rest of my life, I am ready to start the rest.

God has put many things on my heart lately. With out him I would not have the things that He gives me that make me who I am. I am thankful for each and everyone, whether it be person, animal, place, thing or even the unseen. Here's to another 30 years of faith, true life, all I long for and the end of me. Our friend Brandon says in one of his new songs "Wherever, whenever, whatever the cost, count me in!" (Check out his new web page http://brandonwebbmusic.com) I want to be in that place with all my heart and soul, I just need your help to get there.


As always, here's an update on the Baby E, the love of my life and the happiness that keeps me going everyday.

She is doing good, hasnt been sick for a while now, thank the Lord. The test results came back and it is clear she does not have cystic fibrosis. Again, thank the LORD! So more tests to come, allergies etc. She is having a great summer, feeding the ducks, going to the park, hanging with the grand and great grand parents. Toni and Steve had their anniversary at the beginning of June and went to Branson. They took her with them, as you can see she loved the DUCK ride. It is an old WWII truck/boat thingy. They give you the duck bill that is a quacker and she wouldnt stop quacking for three days afterwards. :D I think its safe to say she liked it.


What is summer with out ice cream? So I took her to DQ we got some yumminess and proceeded to drop it all over grandma's van, it was great :D You can tell by this picture she hates ice cream, no really, dont let the face trick you ;)



We also have to get some sun time in and of course accesorize. Just because mommy and the rest of the women in our families dont really get the fashion thing she is not letting that stop her. She is a diva, watch out boys.

Well more to come soon. Going to the Outerbanks (OBX) of North Carolina in a week, WOOT WOOT! Plenty of pics will follow I assure you and the rest of baby E's summer excursions as well. Keep in touch and may God bless your everything with just enough.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Sorry its been a while

Baby E is doing really good. Slowly getting over bi-lateral pnuemonia. She has had a rough couple of months but as Aunt Dee says, "She is our fighter." She is a strong little person who is surrounded by lots of love and happiness. I just pray and ask you to pray that God continues to heal her little body and keep her healthy. :D Here are some new pics of her and her best friend, Dot.

Well things are wrapping around the summer and have been crazy but we are through the storm, mostly. Here are some pics of the latest storm in the beginning. It got a lot worse but I was not standing out in it to take pics, air to ground lightning, thank you but NO!






Been working on my Masters, second semester down, came out with an A and a B. Thank the Lord for those. Been working a second job part time at a vineyard, Monserrat. It is great to interact with people again! I didnt realize how much of a social person I am.


This is Norton. He is the house cat :D


Had an amazing experience at church on sunday. Been going to this bible study called "New Beginnings" and as an assignment I had to write down all the sins or things I have been ashamed of in the past. You have no idea how dark your past is until you start looking at your past and seeing what things you did because everyone else was, or to make a guy like you, or just because it was easier to sin than to deal with the realness of your faith. I would like to challenge all of you to take 5 minutes or more if possible to sit down and write your life down. You will be surprised. Write it down, put it in an envelope, seal it and pray. Once you have prayed that God forgives you all your sins, those you wrote down and those you didnt, burn the letter. Let it all go and feel your life start.
SO the second part of the story is that same sunday after bible study we went to the service and heard an amazing service about sin and the way that even the smallest splinter would eventually cause the biggest break in your soul. Because I had not burnt mine yet, I asked my friend Leta to accompany me to the alter so that I could give my life back to God and so I took the letter that I wrote to God and God alone and set it on the alter. She prayed for me because I was to busy BALLING! my eyes out. She prayed that God would know my heart and who I am in Him. That he would encourage me to walk in His footprints instead of fighting and pushing to make my own way and I gave it all to Him and made a promise to let it all be in the past. To never open the envelope, to never open those thoughts, and to never let the past bring me back to a place I should have never been in anyway. The things in that letter are not who I am and not who I want to be. Then we burnt it...
I pray that the Lord would touch all of your hearts and that you would feel the love that God has for you. Open your hearts, confess your sins, and let Him do the rest. It is hard, dont get me wrong, to just let it all go but when you do it gets easier and easier to realize the greatness He has planned for you. May God bless you with enough.
Love you all,
Kandi

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Fireproof

As many of you know I am not in a relationship nor have I been for a while. I believe that God is preparing me for something more amazing than even I can imagine. This christmas I bought my family the LoveDare. I figured if nothing else it would help them to see the little things that eachother need. I had no intention of reading or watching fireproof until I was having a bad day and my friend invited me over. She had it and suggested we watch it. She is married but I thought what the heck I will give it a try. Can I just say WOW! Besides the fact that Kirk Cameron is amazing in this movie, everyone and everything that went into it was completed based in God and you can see the results. Well this morning I found this http://www.fireproofthemovie.com/. There is a ton of information, a blog, more books, bible studies, and stories from the actors of the movie who were all church members except a few with no experience. The movie has touched them and communities around the world. So I challenge you to watch the movie.
Also I wanted to say Happy V-Day, although it has nothing to do the St. Valentine, I do love the fact that once a year people are told how much they are loved. So from me to you ......
I LOVE YOU!

Monday, February 2, 2009

Published Photographer, OH YAY!

Ha ha, so when I was in Grand Junction I took pictures. Obviously see below posts. Well it appears that the Grand Junction Visitors Bureau really enjoyed one and now it will be on their website and in the Visitor's brochures they send out to people!! How exciting :D It wasnt my favorite pic but it is beautiful


This is the email

"Congratulations on winning the Grand Junction Visitor and Convention Bureau online photo contest for your submission titled "Two Worlds Collide"! There were many amazing submissions but your entry best represented our area and its beauty. As the winner, you will soon receive a case of Colorado Wine by mail. Enjoy and make sure to visit our website www.visitgrandjunction.com in the coming weeks to see your photo featured. We look forward to welcoming you back to Grand Junction for more adventures and photos!Sincerely,The Grand Junction Visitor and Convention Bureau"


and this is the pic....