In the last semester I have lost two uncle's, one friend, Dex (the jr. coolest dog ever) and in the past two weeks I had to put my best friend of 22 years, Ashes to sleep. She was my heart and was the one person in the world I would trust with all my secrets. Then on friday I had to put her co-hort in crime, Abby to sleep.
You never realize how much they mean to you and how much they are a part of your life until they are gone. The loneliness has kicked in when you realize there is no one there when you come home at the end of the day. For all those people out there that complain because their husbands or children are a pain in the butt, think about it, you have someone that with even just a look can tell you that you are loved. Whether you realize it or not, on some level they love you more than you know and more than you give them credit for. For those of you out there that dont have that husband or boyfriend, child or animal to welcome you home, know that I am thinking about you and sending good energy of love and hope your way. You are not alone, you never will be.
